- The tears sneak up…
No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I work in therapy, no matter how much I put a smile on my face for people… in the end it is this depression that still always reaches up and bites me in the ass and it hurts all the way to my heart and no matter how hard I try to keep from crying no matter how long… the tears… they always end up falling. I am so freakin tired. Trying and trying but always getting bit and always having this hurt and forever having to soak up the tears…
